[9/11/2002 9:28:22 AM | Mabel Jeanne]
My Love Affair
Yes that is right, I have a love affair. It is a love affair with the symbolised light and dark. I was in the light, clear and bold, staring straight at it's glory, basking in it's glow. I could not go and it could not take me. So we parted ways. Looking away I found the place I am at darker, and I am embaressed to see the light, so I hide in the shodows seeking the dark and yearning for the light. Like retna burn when I blink I can see it almost at is it were still there. I recieve notes from her too. She writes me little notes that are friendly and casual but there is always a little ps at the end that says "I still love you" I yern to go running back, to be engulfed by the bliss. But I dare not leave. For there is solace in darkness. And I don't know the way.