A deep deadening silence consumes me. I speak nothing of what it is that slowly consumes me from the inside, I have ignored and denied it now long enough that the silence is overtaking my brain. Silence keeps my mind. It is the loudest silence that has ever split my soul and I dare not shatter it's delicate affliction. I revel it's it's alltoghether different nothingness than the one I have endured blissfully before.
Sunday, October 13, 2002