I CAN'T DO IT!!! i wasn't f*cking made to have kids. one yeah. one I could handle until he went and spent a week with his trouble making cousin. now that he's home he's taking the other two and getting them into so much trouble that I have to lock them in thier room so I don't hurt them.
Ever wanted to call 911 and say "get the fuck over here and take them for 20 min or I'm going to kill them" ? ever wonder what they'd say? where the hell are good neighbors when you need them? why the hell aren't there any other stay at home mom's around? I can't believe I fucking gave up my job for this. work seems like such a blissful oasis compared to this hell! well at least now I have an hour before I have to see two of the rug rats again. I can totally see why mothers of many toddlers flip out and methodically kill all thier kids. it's self preservation instinct. In the wild many animals kill thier young if there is too many, and I feel like there are definatly too many.
Wednesday, August 27, 2003