That's why I write it in my private little apparently completely open blog
I feel like I've been caught half naked in the dressing room
doing nothing wrong, but still really embarrassed
I have lots of creative outlets and it serves a purpose but it would take ever so much more to express myself the way I can with words
words is kinda my best outlet
I make no claim of talent in the area, just that it releases best that way
and fastest
I've been meaning to paint more, maybe I should do that for awhile