perspective
start with your shirts.
how many shirts are in your room?
how many rooms are in your house?
how many houses are on your street?
how many streets are in your town?
how many towns in your county?
how many counties in your state?
how many states in the country? 50 but you get the point
how many countries in this world?
thats a lot of fucking t shirts.

do you believe that life has brought you to this point in your life? are you in control of all of this? did the first conscious thought that you had shape your whole life? if you had only studied your spelling lists in 2nd grade would you be a different person? if i hadnt moved all those times would i have ended up here? would i have a blog? would i write? would i think?


telephones. you press buttons and are connected to any house that has one. and this blog. i can just type it and you can all read it thanks to wires and magic and stuff.


i had deja vu today. and someone told me its only a chemical misfire in the brain that makes us think we have seen something before. that it is really nothing but chemicals. but do you really believe that? because i knew that moment. i had seen it in a dream 4 weeks ago. and i already know the conversation before it happens. but what if i join in. or worse yet.

what if i did somethgn that i know i didnt do in the dream? does that change the future or just prove my dream wrong?

something tells me i will never solve this.

listen to deja entendu


do you believe in free will? as you are reading this you had the choice to choose if you read my blog or not. you could decided to see if this was a longer post and just say fuck it right? or were you eyes meant to read it? and you can dismiss this as nothing which im sure a lot of you will do. but that is supposing that a lot of people read this. but let me ask you this. would you have dismissed it no matter what? lets say you think you have free will? could your free will just be you making the descions you were always meant to make? And i could go outside right now and look at the moon but is that what im meant to do?

i dont have any answers to these questions.

and where does god fit in to all of this. im sure he has a part

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 10:32 PM ] [ ]