Once you have answered a question does it go away? Even if you only gave a half answer because you were afraid to look for the real one, for the deeper meaning? What if every original thought you ever had was washed away and you had to start over? What if your very idea of life and religion were washed away and you had to start over? Could you overcome the expectations? "We are what others expect of us" or so I have been told. I am what others expect only because they expect that? Or is that truly who I am even if I think it is not?
on a more important note do I care? I fully admit that my views on life and religion has changed but as of yet I haven't renailed down exactly what they are. Do I care to? I don't know.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004