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Friday, October 14, 2005

Sour Grapes
I'm done hoping. I'm done waiting for things I can't have.

I can't stand the pain of wanting and never getting. It's easier not to want. It's easier to suppress the desire.

It hurts to want so bad, and it hurts to think I'm not good enough to have it. That there is some eternal force stopping me. Some fate standing in my way.

The powers that be have said no and I just need to accept that. I need to stop hoping and just become the bitter shell of repressed desire. Repressed until I don't even know what it was I wanted.
Goodbye dream, may we never meet again.

[ POSTED BY Penelope @ 8:29 AM ] [ ]