Beautiful child
nice child
patient child
pretty child
behaved child
sweet little angle
so well behaved
mischievous grin
odd little happenings
suspected child
impatient child
unwanted child
bad little girl

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 9:31 PM ] [ ]

2 hours fourty minutes and counting.

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 6:20 AM ] [ ]

Find the correct equation for these numbers

1.2
9
11
0
1
666
4.3
9
7
0
99.9
2.4
9

to equal awareness of oblivion

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 4:21 AM ] [ ]

Tears, they fall like silent rain drops, down my cheek like down the window pane. I know it has to end. There is no other choice.

I had it once so good, but it was stripped away.

I escaped today.
and while I revel in freedom, I hide away for fear.

I will be found.

It will reclaim. I know that now. My freedom has caused damage.

Damage I fear to face. I hope I can repair, I hope it's not to late.

I fear to tell the truth. I fear to state it clear. "I told you so." I cannot bare.
"How could you" even more so.

I made my choice, I knew the consequences when I made it. I shall face them. . . But not till morning. I can hide away. . . For a few hours more.

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 4:09 AM ] [ ]

100 times I've wanted to hold you.
100 times I've wanted to tell you.
100 times I've wanted to grasp you.
100 times I've wanted to know you.
100 times I've wanted to.
100 hundred times.
But I've never had the chance.

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 3:25 AM ] [ ]

If I could see inside your soul, what would I see? If I could read your very thoughts, what kind of novel would it create? If I could touch the essence that is you, what would it feel, smell, and taste like? If I could know your hidden truths, how would it change me?

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 1:30 AM ] [ ]

it's like a lie festering inside, one you know is there, but don't know what it is, and don't know how to ask.

And aren't sure you want to ask.

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 9:21 PM ] [ ]

Wrong.
equations
add
subtract
multiply
divide
create
disolve
forgotton
pain
unreal
remebered
lost
the little things
unequal
don't add up
are missing

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 9:20 PM ] [ ]

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 4:33 PM ] [ ]

You were there, and I offered help.
I offered help, and you declined.
You declined, and I stepped back
I stepped back, and you felt abandoned
You felt abandoned and I was still here
I was still here and you needed help
you needed help and I was willing
I was willing and you never asked
you never asked and I waited
I waited and you found trouble
you found trouble and I couldn't find you
I couldn't find you and you didn't want to be found
You didn't want to be found and I'm still here
if you need me

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 10:05 AM ] [ ]

If people see faces in clouds, what do clouds see?

   [ POSTED BY Penelope @ 5:54 AM ] [ ]